The weather is cold. And wet. I sit at my own laptop, enjoying broadband access, and preparing to head off to a recording studio where we will use £700 microphones and the latest in music-recording software to capture two songs. Out of the window in front of me is a neat little backyard plot, bordered by two other neat little backyard plots. Into the distance stretch more neat little backyard plots and terraced Georgian houses. This is not-Malawi.
Being here has actually come quite easily. No reverse culture-shock, no surge of conflicting emotions at seeing old friends and enemies. I've been able to get straight down to work, preparing for and recording, along with the musicians of STORM '07, a 7-track CD here in Cardiff.
But I'm not fooled. This is not-Malawi, and my time is a brief interval before I get back out there. A brief interval in which so much can and must be done: buying a new laptop to replace the one Malawi took, hunting around and applying for luthiery apprenticeships, researching good poetry publications to which I can subscribe, and eventually, maybe, contribute...all the rush feels a little unnatural. Life should be day-to-day. I should have time (and warmth) in the morning to get up and check in with God. The possibility of any course of action should be directly proportional to my desire to engage in it and inversely proportional to some known opponent's desire to keep me from it, rather than governed by a set of disembodied laws.
I've enjoyed being back, particularly seeing old friends and recording this album, but I am looking forward to Malawi again...
Saturday, 26 January 2008
Saturday, 22 December 2007
Muyenda bwino, 2007
The watering cans of heaven are at work in Malawi, and green is very much this seasons' fashion. The bedraggled vendors in Blantyre market hover protectively over their treasure trove of fruit and veg - aubergines in stark purple, pineapples and bananas in yellow, mangoes in every shade from green to red, coconuts, bird's-eyes...even the fly-covered meat in the butchery somehow feels a little fresher in this weather. But Francis and I aren't here to shop - we bee-line for our favourite little restaurant - rice and beef stew for a modest K100. We've just come from a music session at CPC, preparing for tomorrow's celebration. Fairly typical of such sessions, except that three of the musicians present were students of mine, very much fresh-faced and wanting instruction, so I was trying to hold three conversations at once while meeting the new bass-guitarist and trying to keep up a conversation with God...that's what we're pruporting to be doing in these sessions, and I like to keep up appearances ;p
So it's with a certain amount of satisfaction that we sit down on our favourite rickety wooden bench, order the only meal the venue provides, and look out over the marketplace. Saturday. Busy, despite the rain. But it's my last day in Malawi this year, and I have nothing at all to do. Like the song, my bags are packed and I'm ready to go. Christmas cards drawn up and mostly distributed... presents given...ticket bought and safe at home...lift to the airport arranged. And one afternoon to kill. It's a rare and pleasant feeling.
Let me tell you about Francis. He's odder than I am. Born in Malawi to well-to-do parents, a doctor and a manager of a secretarial business, he grew up with a hunger for knowledge, in any sphere. Sunday morning mass may have sparked his curiosity, but school was more interesting. In seceondary school he was sent to a well-respected secondary school in Zimbabwe. There three things happened. His thirst for knowledge was cultivated into a good education. His cursory interest in church developed into a full-blown love for God through a personal encounter with a famous man who died on a cross 2000 years ago. And he fell in love with Zimbabwe. But school days end, and he came back to Malawi and home. His aspirations to join the RAF didn't come to fruition, so instead he went to University in Russia. After a year, the culture shock still hadn't worn off, so he tried Kenya instead, studying business. But during that time, he received the terible news that his mother had died, early and, I think, unexpectedly. He came home for the funeral, but then retreated to Kenya, University and a world of late-night parties, drunken friendship and numbness. It was easier then trying to get on with Dad at home. And then funds ran out. By this time he was having to acknowledge that the plain-sailing he had experienced in childhood was not the norm for humanity. Things fall apart. He came back to Malawi, swallowed some pride, and began to live with his Dad again. And that's when I met him. His love for God had not abated through the ups and downs of life, and he came along to City Pentecostal Church one day, to be greeted by many there - he'd been at the church longer than I had, but had been away on his last term in Kenya. He became a guitar student of mine, and then a friend. Over rice and beef, today and in the past two weeks, his story came out.
So anyway, we were chatting. Francis is passionate about travelling, so we talked about India. The afternoon wore on. He had an engagement party (a cousin) to go to, I was planning to meet my jazz crew. But it was raining, so why get wet?
There's this not-ended feeling in me. It's like a dull pain. It's like a rainy day. It's like...it's not really like anything.
Tomorrow I will say goodbye to Rory and Charlotte, and all the staff at Fisherman's Rest. I will drive the old Land Cruiser from Fisherman's Rest to Matt and Becc Armstrong's house, where I will leave my stuff to await my return on February 7th. Then I will drive to church. There I will say goodbye to various people, friends, not-quite-friends, strangers who know me as the worship leader...I will then drive with Matthew Maramba to Chileka airport, where I will deposit the Cruiser with Horace Masaule for repairs. I will say goodbye to Matthew. I will pick up my bag, my guitar, and my faith, and board a plane bound for Nairobi. By 1030 on Monday I will be in Woodhouse Eaves...home. Home? Where the family are, anyway. This excites me. This makes me happy. Most days.
But there's this not-ended feeling in me. Should I be saying this? Wouldn't it be easier to end on the word 'happy? and skip this paragraph? No, because it wouldn't be straight, and crooked happiness isn't worth the adrenaline it uses up. This is my last blog episode 2007. Roll on 2008.
So it's with a certain amount of satisfaction that we sit down on our favourite rickety wooden bench, order the only meal the venue provides, and look out over the marketplace. Saturday. Busy, despite the rain. But it's my last day in Malawi this year, and I have nothing at all to do. Like the song, my bags are packed and I'm ready to go. Christmas cards drawn up and mostly distributed... presents given...ticket bought and safe at home...lift to the airport arranged. And one afternoon to kill. It's a rare and pleasant feeling.
Let me tell you about Francis. He's odder than I am. Born in Malawi to well-to-do parents, a doctor and a manager of a secretarial business, he grew up with a hunger for knowledge, in any sphere. Sunday morning mass may have sparked his curiosity, but school was more interesting. In seceondary school he was sent to a well-respected secondary school in Zimbabwe. There three things happened. His thirst for knowledge was cultivated into a good education. His cursory interest in church developed into a full-blown love for God through a personal encounter with a famous man who died on a cross 2000 years ago. And he fell in love with Zimbabwe. But school days end, and he came back to Malawi and home. His aspirations to join the RAF didn't come to fruition, so instead he went to University in Russia. After a year, the culture shock still hadn't worn off, so he tried Kenya instead, studying business. But during that time, he received the terible news that his mother had died, early and, I think, unexpectedly. He came home for the funeral, but then retreated to Kenya, University and a world of late-night parties, drunken friendship and numbness. It was easier then trying to get on with Dad at home. And then funds ran out. By this time he was having to acknowledge that the plain-sailing he had experienced in childhood was not the norm for humanity. Things fall apart. He came back to Malawi, swallowed some pride, and began to live with his Dad again. And that's when I met him. His love for God had not abated through the ups and downs of life, and he came along to City Pentecostal Church one day, to be greeted by many there - he'd been at the church longer than I had, but had been away on his last term in Kenya. He became a guitar student of mine, and then a friend. Over rice and beef, today and in the past two weeks, his story came out.
So anyway, we were chatting. Francis is passionate about travelling, so we talked about India. The afternoon wore on. He had an engagement party (a cousin) to go to, I was planning to meet my jazz crew. But it was raining, so why get wet?
There's this not-ended feeling in me. It's like a dull pain. It's like a rainy day. It's like...it's not really like anything.
Tomorrow I will say goodbye to Rory and Charlotte, and all the staff at Fisherman's Rest. I will drive the old Land Cruiser from Fisherman's Rest to Matt and Becc Armstrong's house, where I will leave my stuff to await my return on February 7th. Then I will drive to church. There I will say goodbye to various people, friends, not-quite-friends, strangers who know me as the worship leader...I will then drive with Matthew Maramba to Chileka airport, where I will deposit the Cruiser with Horace Masaule for repairs. I will say goodbye to Matthew. I will pick up my bag, my guitar, and my faith, and board a plane bound for Nairobi. By 1030 on Monday I will be in Woodhouse Eaves...home. Home? Where the family are, anyway. This excites me. This makes me happy. Most days.
But there's this not-ended feeling in me. Should I be saying this? Wouldn't it be easier to end on the word 'happy? and skip this paragraph? No, because it wouldn't be straight, and crooked happiness isn't worth the adrenaline it uses up. This is my last blog episode 2007. Roll on 2008.
Wednesday, 28 November 2007
Out of the silent hours
Sorry this has taken so long.
Since Elisa's episode, things have been settling down here in Malawi. Well, I'm getting used to the mayhem, anyway. Wik and Sue spent 2 further weeks handing over to Rory and Charlotte, and when the time ran our, Wik stayed another week to finish the job. Quite a rush. I mostly stayed clear. Rory and Charlotte are now fairly well esconced at FR, and I'm really enjoying having them around. They are a very amiable and selfless couple.
During Wik's last week, 2 of their church friends who are on placements in Tanzania and Zimbabwe respectively came to visit for 10 days. Max and Tom cut quite a swathe through Blantyre with their matching blond shocks of hair and nonchalant attitudes. Several epic games of Backpacker ensued, the most epic occurring during the overnight stay of the Africa Quest team, who were just beginning their 40 hour drive from Nsanje to Zambia.
Work has continued to be quiet and methodical since October began. I'm no longer taking on any more students before Christmas, so the pressure to fill every hour has dropped. Plans for the Christmas party and Christmas cantata are proceeding largely without me, although my jazz group are booked to play light backing music at the dinner.
My career as a radio star has just begun in a flash of glory. Glen runs a weekly program on Sunday mornings for Capital Radio here, and has been badgering me to do a show on music. I eventually gave in and planned an interview/talk show looking at the spirituality of music, with a focus on young people. Capital Radio were very friendly, and so Noel Maere, Robinson Kalengamaliro and myself discussed the Malawian music scene, gospel music (here that means Christian music, not Arethra Franklin), why we use music to praise God and whether the didjeridoo should be classified as a percussion instrument or a woodwind one (OK, one of those things we didn't discuss...spot which). We'd cunningly devised a series of music tracks to be interspersed through the talk, which we brought in on CD and flash disk and left with the sound engineer. Fine, he agreed, we were all set and our recording would be played the next day. Listening back, we were somewhat surprised to hear that none of the tracks we had planned, given the engineer, and even announced, were part of the program - they'd been switched with alternative music. The sound engineer had obviously misunderstood our requests but been too shy to ask. Cringe. I'm live on national radio announcing the wrong name of songs, purporting to be an authority on music.
Anyway, they've invited me back, so that's alright. Maybe I entertain them with my idiocy.
Davina Darmanin was the second to take me up on my offer of an expenses-paid holiday in Malawi. She arrived 12 days ago and left an hour ago. During her time she spent 4 days at Bangula orphanage where she was recruited to inject premature babies with antibiotics, visited the bottom of Mulanje mountain, fell in love with the Shire River, took a guided tour around Hope Village, put up with my driving and the driving of the Blantyre populace, came down with suspected jardia, and took a lot of photos.
My percussion class at Phoenix has come to a teary end for this term. Stds 5 and 6 performed their self-written pieces in assembly, and then we had a pool party to finish the term. They think they won't see me again til April, but I'm going to be back as Father Christmas next Friday.
And the music team have their day away at Fisherman's Rest next Saturday, the 8th. We have visiting speakers coming to speak on the practicalities of playing with a group of musicians, Kerry Halliwell covering 'Why Worship?' time for prayer, time to jam, time to swim, time to see antelope, and lots of good food.
I'm pulling toward Christmas and being back with family and friends now. I'm at home 24-30th Dec, mid-Wales for New Years, Cardiff most of January, and then back out here in early Feb. Will see many of you then,
Ian
Since Elisa's episode, things have been settling down here in Malawi. Well, I'm getting used to the mayhem, anyway. Wik and Sue spent 2 further weeks handing over to Rory and Charlotte, and when the time ran our, Wik stayed another week to finish the job. Quite a rush. I mostly stayed clear. Rory and Charlotte are now fairly well esconced at FR, and I'm really enjoying having them around. They are a very amiable and selfless couple.
During Wik's last week, 2 of their church friends who are on placements in Tanzania and Zimbabwe respectively came to visit for 10 days. Max and Tom cut quite a swathe through Blantyre with their matching blond shocks of hair and nonchalant attitudes. Several epic games of Backpacker ensued, the most epic occurring during the overnight stay of the Africa Quest team, who were just beginning their 40 hour drive from Nsanje to Zambia.
Work has continued to be quiet and methodical since October began. I'm no longer taking on any more students before Christmas, so the pressure to fill every hour has dropped. Plans for the Christmas party and Christmas cantata are proceeding largely without me, although my jazz group are booked to play light backing music at the dinner.
My career as a radio star has just begun in a flash of glory. Glen runs a weekly program on Sunday mornings for Capital Radio here, and has been badgering me to do a show on music. I eventually gave in and planned an interview/talk show looking at the spirituality of music, with a focus on young people. Capital Radio were very friendly, and so Noel Maere, Robinson Kalengamaliro and myself discussed the Malawian music scene, gospel music (here that means Christian music, not Arethra Franklin), why we use music to praise God and whether the didjeridoo should be classified as a percussion instrument or a woodwind one (OK, one of those things we didn't discuss...spot which). We'd cunningly devised a series of music tracks to be interspersed through the talk, which we brought in on CD and flash disk and left with the sound engineer. Fine, he agreed, we were all set and our recording would be played the next day. Listening back, we were somewhat surprised to hear that none of the tracks we had planned, given the engineer, and even announced, were part of the program - they'd been switched with alternative music. The sound engineer had obviously misunderstood our requests but been too shy to ask. Cringe. I'm live on national radio announcing the wrong name of songs, purporting to be an authority on music.
Anyway, they've invited me back, so that's alright. Maybe I entertain them with my idiocy.
Davina Darmanin was the second to take me up on my offer of an expenses-paid holiday in Malawi. She arrived 12 days ago and left an hour ago. During her time she spent 4 days at Bangula orphanage where she was recruited to inject premature babies with antibiotics, visited the bottom of Mulanje mountain, fell in love with the Shire River, took a guided tour around Hope Village, put up with my driving and the driving of the Blantyre populace, came down with suspected jardia, and took a lot of photos.
My percussion class at Phoenix has come to a teary end for this term. Stds 5 and 6 performed their self-written pieces in assembly, and then we had a pool party to finish the term. They think they won't see me again til April, but I'm going to be back as Father Christmas next Friday.
And the music team have their day away at Fisherman's Rest next Saturday, the 8th. We have visiting speakers coming to speak on the practicalities of playing with a group of musicians, Kerry Halliwell covering 'Why Worship?' time for prayer, time to jam, time to swim, time to see antelope, and lots of good food.
I'm pulling toward Christmas and being back with family and friends now. I'm at home 24-30th Dec, mid-Wales for New Years, Cardiff most of January, and then back out here in early Feb. Will see many of you then,
Ian
Saturday, 6 October 2007
Groucho's fruit flies like a banana
Marx - Time flies like an arrow. Wik is already back from the UK, which means that the longest section of my first term in Malawi is already over. And I'm only just beginning, really I am. My Chichewa language is improving, but too slowly to meet my goal of speaking fluent market Chichewa by June. My guitar and drums students are improving, particularly the drums students, but will they really be able to carry on learning and playing after I'm gone? Especially as they have no guitars to practice on? And there are untold opportunities in the schools here that I have only dabbled my big toe in - teaching music, teaching English, teaching anything. I'm still looking for a volleyball team. I've not seen Mount Mulanje, Nkhata Bay, Cape McClear, or anywhere in the north. We're a little closer to having a music leader to take over from me by next summer, but by no means there. That's not even to mention my long-term plans regarding Malawi, which have currently not got far beyond the realm of imagination (well, inspired imagination, as God has been confirming some things to me).
Driving to Chilomoni township with Alex and Paxton (musicians) today, we had a chat about the process of becoming a musician. Paxton in particular wanted to learn just about everything I knew about guitar, drums, singing, leading music, writing music and producing. Common in Malawi, and the flattery does not outweigh the sense of burden you get when you have something that everyone wants but not the time to dispense it. We realised that the biggest problem is not the lack of music teachers in Malawi...although there are hardly any. The problem is the lack of instruments. I taught myself to play guitar and drums, and when I told Paxton and Alex I could hear the mental processes grinding away...'could we also teach ourselves?' In short, no, because they don't have access to either a guitar or drum kit. There are guitars in Malawi, but they're all imported, so very expensive. The concept of caring for an instrument is about as comprehensible to a Malawian as Inuit.
There are times in my life when I would have sorrowfully shrugged off this apparently insoluble dilemma. But those nagging voices were there again, humming like mosquitos in my ear : 'nothing is impossible with God...nothing...wih God, impossible?' As it happens, Malawi is home to some very good trees which produce very good wood. Mahogany used to be common, pine is present if a little rare, and on Mount Mulanje they even grow cedars...these woods all have very good resonant qualities. Malawians are also natural woodcrafters...mostly they use their talents making cheap wooden ornaments for admiring foreign tourists to take home with them, but what if they were trained to make instruments? How much cheaper would it be to produce handmade guitars in Malawi than ship dodgy second hadn ones in from SA? How many steady jobs would it create for locals? What sort of vision for the future would it put into the community? Maybe, if the industry was succesful enough, it would do something the halt the steamroller-ride away from the arts that has narrowed our western conception of art to 'something I do in my spare time.'
Driving to Chilomoni township with Alex and Paxton (musicians) today, we had a chat about the process of becoming a musician. Paxton in particular wanted to learn just about everything I knew about guitar, drums, singing, leading music, writing music and producing. Common in Malawi, and the flattery does not outweigh the sense of burden you get when you have something that everyone wants but not the time to dispense it. We realised that the biggest problem is not the lack of music teachers in Malawi...although there are hardly any. The problem is the lack of instruments. I taught myself to play guitar and drums, and when I told Paxton and Alex I could hear the mental processes grinding away...'could we also teach ourselves?' In short, no, because they don't have access to either a guitar or drum kit. There are guitars in Malawi, but they're all imported, so very expensive. The concept of caring for an instrument is about as comprehensible to a Malawian as Inuit.
There are times in my life when I would have sorrowfully shrugged off this apparently insoluble dilemma. But those nagging voices were there again, humming like mosquitos in my ear : 'nothing is impossible with God...nothing...wih God, impossible?' As it happens, Malawi is home to some very good trees which produce very good wood. Mahogany used to be common, pine is present if a little rare, and on Mount Mulanje they even grow cedars...these woods all have very good resonant qualities. Malawians are also natural woodcrafters...mostly they use their talents making cheap wooden ornaments for admiring foreign tourists to take home with them, but what if they were trained to make instruments? How much cheaper would it be to produce handmade guitars in Malawi than ship dodgy second hadn ones in from SA? How many steady jobs would it create for locals? What sort of vision for the future would it put into the community? Maybe, if the industry was succesful enough, it would do something the halt the steamroller-ride away from the arts that has narrowed our western conception of art to 'something I do in my spare time.'
(One week later...)
This week has been spent largely with Elisa Hombrecher, showing her what I do, what I love about Malawi, and a ferw of the things I hate as well (although I didn't make a point of that.) This week's extract will be from her pen, because I want you all to get another (and slightly less tongue-in-cheek, hopefully!) take on Malawi...
Drumroll . . . change of style . . . change of author: Thoughts from an impossibly short trip to Malawi by Elisa Hombrecher (aka Risa or Thomson 2 while out here)
Introductions are very imporant here and every person I have met so far has met my answer of 'I'm here for a week' with a broad grin and often tagged on that this was really not long enough. They are all right, it isn't. But it is long enough to be . . .
. . . dragged out of bed at 4am to scramble up a hill to watch the sun rise (which then failed to make it past the mountain before we headed back to bed)
. . . be packed in to a minibus with 27 other people (15 seater)
. . . shred one tyre on the way out of the drive (and watch for an hour as four guys figured out the best way to change a tyre - none had done it before)
. . . pop another tyre on the way in to Blantyre (much to the amusement of the locality we waited under the shade of a tree by the roadside for rescue)
. . . drive a pickup (I take back all I have ever said about people not needing those things and that they are a scourge to the environment, they are absolutely necessary when the road dips at a 45 degree angle and a bed of stones welcomes you at the bottom of the dip)
. . . watch elephants taking a bath in the Shire River that runs through Mvuu National Park (and get very wet in the process - I mean really, who thinks of taking a rain coat to Africa?)
You see, none of the above is more than a random collection of words that doesn't even come close to sharing the smell of the market, the happy feeling of grubbiness at the end of a long dusty day, waking up at 5am because there is something astoundingly large trying to bash it's way through the mosquito net and just feeeling content. Really content. The contentment that leaves a lazy smile on your face and makes other people look at you and think that something wonderful must have happened.
Best advice:
-come see for yourself.
-don't bother bringing a watch.
So Malawi, zikomo kwambiri.
And Ian, thank you. Muchly.
Monday, 24 September 2007
O Celestial Sphere
The glory of the African sunset can be summed up in one word, and one word only: God. Hannah Trevett, on a visit to Romania, once sat with a toddler looking at the moon. Pointing it out in the sky, she asked the child, 'Look, what's that?' With all the doctrinal accuracy of St Paul, the metaphorical beauty of Shakespeare and the innocence of a five yr old Romanian girl, she replied: 'God.' It's a bit like that.
That is the memory that I want to keep from this past week. It's also the image I want most to communicate to all you friends, prayer-people, blog-surfers and others who are reading this. Sometimes it's blood-red, sometimes it's peach, mauve, pink, orange...it's always big. It always sucks your eyes away from the small things of life. And the hotter, dustier and more miserable the day has been, the more gorgeous it is. Like I said...God.
On Thursday night, after a week that must have lasted since I was born, I sat outside on the kondi [verandah], eating spag bol by the light of a candle. I was too tired to mind the mosquitos much. The power was off, so there was nothing else to do. The sun was directly behind the candle one minute. The next I just had a candle and one of those rare feelings that everything IS going to be ok with the world despite... 
In other news, Wik's dog Tiki killed the three remaining puppies born to her niece, Chip. I reversed the Maestro into the shiny new pickup of a big car fan. It was also just after a Bible-study with his mum others that he would prefer we didn't have at all, let alone in his house. Wik's no-claim bonus is no-more. I also came down with a severe cold which many of you have lovingly dubbed a man-flu, though I never mentioned the F word! So not the greatest week in the history of Ian Thomson by the common measuring standards.
This week's CPC service went well, and the young people followed it up by a trip to Chikwawa prison. The last time I went it was with a group of Welsh students on a missions trip, back in July when it was hot. This time the group were all Chichewa speakers with the exception of Matt, a longish term missionary bloke - oh, and it was REALLY hot. Chikwawa is in a rain-shadow behind the hills FR nestles among, and with Malawian summer coming on...yeah, it was rough. The prisoners cowered into one small patch of shade at one end of the courtyard, while we cowered in one opposite them. Whoever happened to be speaking to them had to walk out into the sun to do so. They also had to stand next to the open sewer and the dustbins and shout to be heard. Six of the young people talked to the prisoners about topics ranging from the values of being old to a brief summary of Biblical history. Matt and I picked up a word or two of it here and there, but the prisoners seemed to love it. We also played football with them and apparently drew 1-1 though I don't think we ever actually scored. I wouldn't know though...I attempted to play barefoot and after 5 minutes and 2 blood blisters I spent most of the match hobbling around feeling sorry for myself and shouting useful comments that the Chichewa speakers probably didn't understand: 'Get in, lad!' - 'Middle it!' - 'Use the 1-2, use the 1-2!'
OK, this is strictly for those who are going to diligently pray: pastor Glen's wife is Kerry Halliwell. Her sister in Canada fell from a ladder last week and broke her back. Felix from church has just started a new orphanage on discovering the flaws in many of the existing ones. 
Since doing so he's had church leaders criticise him, the police try to dump children guilty of witchcraft on him, and unsurprisingly, he's come under some heat from the other orphanages in town. He's going about his work with a smile and a Bible verse ready for every situation. I've been invited to help record some jazz music with a group of Chichewa musicians, which is an awesome answer to prayer, but I'm under a lot of time constraints from work at the mo, so I'm asking for some time to be created in my week, and that I'd not fall for that old stress-lie the devil loves to chuck at us.
Sunday, 9 September 2007
...and week 4...
Apologies for that wanton break in communication, it was unintentional I assure you.
Week 4: The biggest drama was enacted by two of the smallest characters. On Thursday morning, Tiki (bereaved white Maltese terrier mum), in a fit of apparent jealousy savaged one of Chips healthy pups. His temporary name (subject to any names given by the rightful owners should they have met him) was Colin. He was my favourite of that litter. We were all devastated at the ferocity and unexpectedness of the attack. Needless to say, Tiki got a punishing and Chip's litter was moved further away from Tiki to avoid any encores. Nature's harsh. It's a shame we've screwed it up like this.
The smooth working of the cars had lulled me into a false sense of security until a policeman politely reminded me on Aug 31st that my road tax for September had not been paid. A short scramble for documents later, Charles (a legend and one of the staff at FR) tootled off into town and spent two days in queues to obtain my legality of driving, while I took the minibus.
Music at church has been very good...almost easy, but not quite. My most talented musician, Clem McCreal, was asked to step down from the worship team after being caught on a drinking spree in the College of Medicine bar. Thankfully, Clem seems fully repentant and was very open about his situation - he's going to give music a rest for a few weeks until he feels his life is on a more even keel.
My other musicians have really gelled together with each other and with myself, which is a massive encouragement. Today my co-guitarist, Eddie, volunteered and played a song which told his personal testimony as part of the service. You know that feeling when you've been working at something all by yourself for what seems like a long time, and then someone steps in and helps you carry the load? Additionally, and thanks to you who prayed, I now have two violinists to add to the group, our first lead instrumentalists. They are Kirsi and Maria, mother and daughter of a family of Germano-Finns who have returned from furlough in Europe.
Their return has been sparked by the start of term in schools here. There are faces in CPC services now that are new to me but old to most of the congregation. I'm excited at the pool of prospective musical talent! Another feature of the new term is that two schools in the district have offered me jobs teaching music. Word gets around fast here, and music teachers are thin on the ground. Those musicians who do teach prefer to make a mint going private than relying on unreliable pay-packages from state or private headmasters. It's enough to make a grizzly bear cry - not only is Malawi poor in musical resources, but it is further crippled by the corruption of its own leaders. Any of you reading who can play a musical instrument well enough to teach:
1) count your blessings
2) come help me deal with the hundreds of kids and adults who have never had the chance to learn music and will jump at the chance.
Anyway, that's me. Thanks for reading, as ever, and I hope you enjoyed it and/or learnt something interesting. Feedback on a postcard to Box 1654, Blantyre, Malawi ;)
Week 4: The biggest drama was enacted by two of the smallest characters. On Thursday morning, Tiki (bereaved white Maltese terrier mum), in a fit of apparent jealousy savaged one of Chips healthy pups. His temporary name (subject to any names given by the rightful owners should they have met him) was Colin. He was my favourite of that litter. We were all devastated at the ferocity and unexpectedness of the attack. Needless to say, Tiki got a punishing and Chip's litter was moved further away from Tiki to avoid any encores. Nature's harsh. It's a shame we've screwed it up like this.
The smooth working of the cars had lulled me into a false sense of security until a policeman politely reminded me on Aug 31st that my road tax for September had not been paid. A short scramble for documents later, Charles (a legend and one of the staff at FR) tootled off into town and spent two days in queues to obtain my legality of driving, while I took the minibus.
Music at church has been very good...almost easy, but not quite. My most talented musician, Clem McCreal, was asked to step down from the worship team after being caught on a drinking spree in the College of Medicine bar. Thankfully, Clem seems fully repentant and was very open about his situation - he's going to give music a rest for a few weeks until he feels his life is on a more even keel.
My other musicians have really gelled together with each other and with myself, which is a massive encouragement. Today my co-guitarist, Eddie, volunteered and played a song which told his personal testimony as part of the service. You know that feeling when you've been working at something all by yourself for what seems like a long time, and then someone steps in and helps you carry the load? Additionally, and thanks to you who prayed, I now have two violinists to add to the group, our first lead instrumentalists. They are Kirsi and Maria, mother and daughter of a family of Germano-Finns who have returned from furlough in Europe.
Their return has been sparked by the start of term in schools here. There are faces in CPC services now that are new to me but old to most of the congregation. I'm excited at the pool of prospective musical talent! Another feature of the new term is that two schools in the district have offered me jobs teaching music. Word gets around fast here, and music teachers are thin on the ground. Those musicians who do teach prefer to make a mint going private than relying on unreliable pay-packages from state or private headmasters. It's enough to make a grizzly bear cry - not only is Malawi poor in musical resources, but it is further crippled by the corruption of its own leaders. Any of you reading who can play a musical instrument well enough to teach:
1) count your blessings
2) come help me deal with the hundreds of kids and adults who have never had the chance to learn music and will jump at the chance.
Anyway, that's me. Thanks for reading, as ever, and I hope you enjoyed it and/or learnt something interesting. Feedback on a postcard to Box 1654, Blantyre, Malawi ;)
Monday, 3 September 2007
Fighting up from the bottom of a ball pool...
That's a bit what this whole internet lark feels like. It took me five minutes to load Yahoomail today.
As you can see, the Spirit is growing His fruit in me, primarily patience. And as you can also see, I am resistant as ever.
Let's go by weeks, as I have four to describe since the end of my last post. The first week, I turned up scrubbed and smiling to my first day of work. It was Tuesday the 6th of August. Pastor Glen Halliwell showed me around the office, gave me authority over the library (to bind, not to lose, and to drive out evil source texts), access to the music files, and a brief description of a cell group he wanted me to lead. It was a lot to process, but after the STORM mission, I was ready for almost anything bar purple people-eaters invading. I began by going through the music files and choosing songs for that Sunday. I was somewhat spurred on by the experience of the previous Sunday - a little saddened by the departure of my last physical links to Wales, and expecting to just fit myself into the music group, I was instead faced at the Saturday morning practice by a gang of nice-looking but utterly expectant faces: my fellow musicians were waiting for me to choose, lead, teach, play, pray and generally do all the work towards Sunday's music. I gently dispelled that myth by some cunning delegation, but they were as unprepared as I was. Let's just say that Sunday's experience spurred me to a put a little more effort into my job the following week.
Driving was also fun. The Maestro MG Wik had wisely (mwahahaha!) left in my care is about the lowest-bottomed car designed. On Malawian roads it scraped off everything. I soon learnt that slower was better, not only because it avoided serious abrasion with the road surface, but also because it also gave me more hope of evading the sporadic drunks and crazy dogs who wander across rural roads at night.
But I was hopeful. I really felt, and feel, that this was where God wanted me. Just as well, really, or I could have gone a biut barmy. FR also contributed to my sereneness - two early morning game-walks a week does a lot for your spirit.
Week 2, and things were becoming a little more normal, and I was making more time to meet people. CPC is made up of a good few Malawians, many of whom are street kids, and others of whom are well-travelled business people. There are also a good few South Africans, some Zimbabweans, many Dutch, British and North American missionaries, a smattering of all-purpose Koreans (have you ever noticed how Koreans are good at everything?), and some Indians. Needless to say, social gatherings are colourful. My CARE Bible Study Group, for instance, contains five regulars: Yvonne Turner, a 70-yr old outgoing South African lady who runs a chemical works, hosts the gatherings (although she currently has malaria). Monty is a US trained Malawian NGO social worker. He works for an American company, housing orphans, liaising with community elders and managing the finances, most of which come from abroad. He's in his mid-late 20s. Alan Bonhomme is Mauritian but was born and bred in Malawi. He is a mechanic and manages a 2nd car workshop as well. Originally a Roman Catholic, he knew almost nothing of God, the Bible, or faith until his conversion 4 years ago. I'd estimate late 40s or early 50s. Roosevelt is a member of one of the first Christian families in Gujarat, India. He has been in Malawi for a long while. His English is limited and he regularly prays, and reads, in Gujarati, which spices things up further. Again, around 50. And then there's me. Oh, go on then, I'll do me as well. Ian Thomson was born in Thailand, although he boarded at a school in South India for years. He works as the music co-ordinator at CPC and teaches music on the side. Somewhere in his early twenties, it is somewhat incongruous that he finds himself leading these studies and attempting to facilitate meaningful dialogue between the disparate parties.
Meanwhile, back at FR, the older of the three Maltese terriers[Tiki- or tick-y as she is aptly named] had given birth to 7 pups, quite an event. Her niece, Chip, was pregnant with another four, who would be born later in the week. So a good portion of my evenings were spent checking up on these little ones, feeding them, and providing company to the father of all 11, Fish, who had been banned from going near the litters. It's a beautful way to spend the evening, and when two of Tiki's pups inevitably died (she hadn't teats for them all, let alone milk!) I felt I'd lost a couple of proto-friends. The others are all doing fairly well. Tiki's 5 are all furry and walking open-eyed now. Chip's have opened their eyes, but need a while before they'll walk.
Cars - the two big vehicles were effectively off the road, the Raider with a flat battery and connection problems that I couldn't locate and the Sherman from sheer cantankerosity (she doesn't like starting in the morning and is too heavy to push-start). At the beginning of week 3, the Maestro began to leak oil and I began to lose my hair. Short of options, I took her into Alan's garage on Monday, expecting her to be returned that night. She wasn't so, I learnt to use public transport. Another truly Malawian experience, pubtrans consists of 10 seater minbuses, usually crammed full of 15 Malawians and their kids, goats, shopping, briefcases - oh, and now me as well. I actually quite enjoyed it, once I realised that not everyone was going to steal my wallet/bag/remaining hair. But I was glad to get the Maestro back on Wednesday - until I saw the K66000 bill (GBP220). I'd been expecting maybe K10,000. I thanked God for me wheels and let Wik handle the money-haranguing.
I was starting to get to know my guitar students now, the ones who turned up. Malawian punctuality is not the world's best. I'm beginning to realise it actually springs from optimism, not carelessness. Yes, they'd love to have guitar lessons! Yes, they'd be there at 2pm, even if it meant catching a minibus home to some suburb, eating lunch, and returning to church in the space of an hour! Oh, whoops, it's now 530 and the teacher has gone home for dinner. But as I said, a good portion did turn up. My youngest (still prospective) is three and my oldest 50. There are about 8 of them, and also 4 or 5 drum students. They seemed to come from everywhere, despite me not doing any advertising. I charged them K200 an hour (70p), and had to provide guitars for both of us as hardly any of them had their own.
Sunday music had drastically improved with a bit of effort. My focus is on trying to create as much space in the service for God to speak to or through the members of the congregation as possible. I do get some wary looks when I announce that we're going to have a time of open prayer, especially from the street kids and the Malawian visitors who are used to the traditional one-man pastor-worshipleader-preacher attitude to services, but I also see others opening up to themselves and to God, and learning to use the space for real, rather than programmed, worship. It takes a little bit of getting them there, though...I usually start with a fairly upbeat session of singing where I firmly take the lead. One week, we had a power cut which tied in with some new songs I wanted to teach. Without the powerpoint, this proved a tricky, and even at midday the CPC sanctuary is a little dim...without their usual scenario many of us found it tough to worship. But God has plans in that too
As you can see, the Spirit is growing His fruit in me, primarily patience. And as you can also see, I am resistant as ever.
Let's go by weeks, as I have four to describe since the end of my last post. The first week, I turned up scrubbed and smiling to my first day of work. It was Tuesday the 6th of August. Pastor Glen Halliwell showed me around the office, gave me authority over the library (to bind, not to lose, and to drive out evil source texts), access to the music files, and a brief description of a cell group he wanted me to lead. It was a lot to process, but after the STORM mission, I was ready for almost anything bar purple people-eaters invading. I began by going through the music files and choosing songs for that Sunday. I was somewhat spurred on by the experience of the previous Sunday - a little saddened by the departure of my last physical links to Wales, and expecting to just fit myself into the music group, I was instead faced at the Saturday morning practice by a gang of nice-looking but utterly expectant faces: my fellow musicians were waiting for me to choose, lead, teach, play, pray and generally do all the work towards Sunday's music. I gently dispelled that myth by some cunning delegation, but they were as unprepared as I was. Let's just say that Sunday's experience spurred me to a put a little more effort into my job the following week.
Driving was also fun. The Maestro MG Wik had wisely (mwahahaha!) left in my care is about the lowest-bottomed car designed. On Malawian roads it scraped off everything. I soon learnt that slower was better, not only because it avoided serious abrasion with the road surface, but also because it also gave me more hope of evading the sporadic drunks and crazy dogs who wander across rural roads at night.
But I was hopeful. I really felt, and feel, that this was where God wanted me. Just as well, really, or I could have gone a biut barmy. FR also contributed to my sereneness - two early morning game-walks a week does a lot for your spirit.
Week 2, and things were becoming a little more normal, and I was making more time to meet people. CPC is made up of a good few Malawians, many of whom are street kids, and others of whom are well-travelled business people. There are also a good few South Africans, some Zimbabweans, many Dutch, British and North American missionaries, a smattering of all-purpose Koreans (have you ever noticed how Koreans are good at everything?), and some Indians. Needless to say, social gatherings are colourful. My CARE Bible Study Group, for instance, contains five regulars: Yvonne Turner, a 70-yr old outgoing South African lady who runs a chemical works, hosts the gatherings (although she currently has malaria). Monty is a US trained Malawian NGO social worker. He works for an American company, housing orphans, liaising with community elders and managing the finances, most of which come from abroad. He's in his mid-late 20s. Alan Bonhomme is Mauritian but was born and bred in Malawi. He is a mechanic and manages a 2nd car workshop as well. Originally a Roman Catholic, he knew almost nothing of God, the Bible, or faith until his conversion 4 years ago. I'd estimate late 40s or early 50s. Roosevelt is a member of one of the first Christian families in Gujarat, India. He has been in Malawi for a long while. His English is limited and he regularly prays, and reads, in Gujarati, which spices things up further. Again, around 50. And then there's me. Oh, go on then, I'll do me as well. Ian Thomson was born in Thailand, although he boarded at a school in South India for years. He works as the music co-ordinator at CPC and teaches music on the side. Somewhere in his early twenties, it is somewhat incongruous that he finds himself leading these studies and attempting to facilitate meaningful dialogue between the disparate parties.
Meanwhile, back at FR, the older of the three Maltese terriers[Tiki- or tick-y as she is aptly named] had given birth to 7 pups, quite an event. Her niece, Chip, was pregnant with another four, who would be born later in the week. So a good portion of my evenings were spent checking up on these little ones, feeding them, and providing company to the father of all 11, Fish, who had been banned from going near the litters. It's a beautful way to spend the evening, and when two of Tiki's pups inevitably died (she hadn't teats for them all, let alone milk!) I felt I'd lost a couple of proto-friends. The others are all doing fairly well. Tiki's 5 are all furry and walking open-eyed now. Chip's have opened their eyes, but need a while before they'll walk.
Cars - the two big vehicles were effectively off the road, the Raider with a flat battery and connection problems that I couldn't locate and the Sherman from sheer cantankerosity (she doesn't like starting in the morning and is too heavy to push-start). At the beginning of week 3, the Maestro began to leak oil and I began to lose my hair. Short of options, I took her into Alan's garage on Monday, expecting her to be returned that night. She wasn't so, I learnt to use public transport. Another truly Malawian experience, pubtrans consists of 10 seater minbuses, usually crammed full of 15 Malawians and their kids, goats, shopping, briefcases - oh, and now me as well. I actually quite enjoyed it, once I realised that not everyone was going to steal my wallet/bag/remaining hair. But I was glad to get the Maestro back on Wednesday - until I saw the K66000 bill (GBP220). I'd been expecting maybe K10,000. I thanked God for me wheels and let Wik handle the money-haranguing.
I was starting to get to know my guitar students now, the ones who turned up. Malawian punctuality is not the world's best. I'm beginning to realise it actually springs from optimism, not carelessness. Yes, they'd love to have guitar lessons! Yes, they'd be there at 2pm, even if it meant catching a minibus home to some suburb, eating lunch, and returning to church in the space of an hour! Oh, whoops, it's now 530 and the teacher has gone home for dinner. But as I said, a good portion did turn up. My youngest (still prospective) is three and my oldest 50. There are about 8 of them, and also 4 or 5 drum students. They seemed to come from everywhere, despite me not doing any advertising. I charged them K200 an hour (70p), and had to provide guitars for both of us as hardly any of them had their own.
Sunday music had drastically improved with a bit of effort. My focus is on trying to create as much space in the service for God to speak to or through the members of the congregation as possible. I do get some wary looks when I announce that we're going to have a time of open prayer, especially from the street kids and the Malawian visitors who are used to the traditional one-man pastor-worshipleader-preacher attitude to services, but I also see others opening up to themselves and to God, and learning to use the space for real, rather than programmed, worship. It takes a little bit of getting them there, though...I usually start with a fairly upbeat session of singing where I firmly take the lead. One week, we had a power cut which tied in with some new songs I wanted to teach. Without the powerpoint, this proved a tricky, and even at midday the CPC sanctuary is a little dim...without their usual scenario many of us found it tough to worship. But God has plans in that too
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