Friday 20 April 2007

Why going to France saved my Malawi trip

Reason 1: it cast me loose on the world. I rediscovered that there are places on earth that don't speak English, and I still have to make myself understood. The rudeness of English speakers in not bothering to learn any other languages is well documented, but it still hits hard when you find it in yourself. I also rediscovered that simple patience is a good way to get things to happen. When you're wait-listed for a packed bus by an incompetent company and their are cleverer, stronger people competing or your seat, cheerily obnoxious persistence gets you a long way (all the way from Paris to London, in this case.) I also made a friend in Emma Hosking, who I met on the ferry, so a big-up to you if you're out there.

Reason 2: it raised £400. Thanks if you were one of my sponsors. If you weren't but would like to be, ianomore@yahoo.co.uk is the address.


Reason 3: It taught me both the value of keeping God in touch throughout the day and how much it sucks when you forget. It's been a while since I prayed as much as I did on the road to Lyon from Auxerre, and it felt good! It also sorted out my head in ways I hadn't been aware needed sorting.

I'm looking into getting Bethel to syphen my support through so that we can claim gift-aid on it. That's one of the downsides of charity officialdom...I'm not part of a registered charity, so I don't qualify for tax-deducted support, although I hope and expect I won't be any less valid an agent for change and 'charity' (love, not pity) than the next foreign worker in Blantyre.
Leaving people behind is a very funny feeling. If I'm utterly honest, I only rarely feel truly sad that I'm leaving people. I tend to focus more on how I will manage it, I guess. There's no doubts I'm going to miss all of you reading who I know, but how that missing manifests itself I have no idea. I'm going to have to do my best to say goodbye well, I guess.
OK, tiredness i setting in. See you all for the next episode, and remember - always remove the hedgehogs from yout tights before wearing them.